Oh, What A Spectacle!

Oh Girl, Love Yourself! Curves and All!

I have had weight issues for most of my life. I have discussed them on my blog before. But, lately I have come to love all my curves and respect them for what they are. Every inch of my body I once loathed I have grown to understand. There is still exercise and hope for some weightloss going on, I will not lie. But, I am happy nonetheless.

In my mind, I know I will never be that 105lbs of 18 year old energy again. After five kids my hips are wider, my breasts bigger and am much softer to the touch. There are some stretch marks on what were once abs and a lovely mother apron. My face is much rounder than before...and this is who I am right now. I should love who I am and not want to be who I was or someone else I see.

This is me. This is who I am after birthing five kids and nursing for nearly nine years. This is me at 35 years of life on earth. This is me on home cooked meals and fast food. This is me good camera angels and bad ones. This is me being....ME!

Love your body so it will love you!

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The unveiling of Mr. Hezzie's wound (graphic)

Darn thing looks like a cast.

let's unwrap this.

Looks uncomfortable!

bah!

Playng with Miss Natalie's pggy

 

Love and Medical Tape,

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BooBoo Baby...okay toddler

My post from yesterday did not come through. So here are some pics from yesterday.

Mr. Hez and Daddy befor sugery

A very unhappy Hezzie. Momma was crying.

The toothpick.

After some fentynol and morphine.

 

Love and BooBoos.

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Staph and Mr. Hez

So apparently his infection in his foot is some sort of staph. The name escapes me right now. I have no idea why his face is black but, it is coming off. Hez fell asleep around eight om and slept through his IV being inserted, a foot soak and a foot wrap.

This morning he had some blood drawn and he did not even cry, just kind of whimpered. He is eating okay now and drinking tons. The nurses here have been great, honestly I am surprised by it all. Horror stories from this hospital make me leary and all a few bad first hand experiences.

The nurse brought him in a TV with a DVD/VCR since for some reason we don't get PBS. How odd is that? He is watching Barney while he snuggles Buzz and Woody.

We had a heck of a time getting a babysitter so Jimmy can come up here. People acting like we are trying to go party and never come home. One person right out did not respond and we pay her phone bill in exchange for babysitting. Another person said she is not allowed to babysit for free, I always pay her. GRRR! Well, my brother who lives over the hill is going to. Granted kids are not his speciality he is still coming. Jimmy went to get him. I am really praying his is here by the time the orthopedic surgeon gets here.

More updates to come.

Love and Hospital Beds,

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