SO nothing in particular to post about. I hate blogging with no pictures. My bloggie is foggy and my iPhone went into a bath of water. Gah!
So I put on some LCD Soundsystem and I will just type away. It's Sunday night. We have had a pretty good weekend. We went to the Rock Autism Festival, went and saw a friend today.
Still sometimes it feels like something is missing. I have baby fever again. Not sure if it in the plans. I had a miscarriage in February and feel that may have been my last. It's kind of sad to me. Is 35 really that old?
Friends...I have some amazing friends. The few who are close enough to know me and my crazy are really a blessing. Sometimes, I feel like there is more I need to do on that front. Be the shoulder, the ear or the arms that comfort them in times of need. Seems often it can be the other way around. OKay, not with all my friends but, still.
Overall I am a happy girl. Kind of crazy and with a messed up heart. I love a lot and yet, still question why someone would love me. If my husband dies or no longer is my husband I think I'd be better off alone. I can love but, still have a hard time accepting someone would love me and my faults.
On another note...the garden seems to be redeeming itself.
Love and Crazy Brain
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