i am going through quite a bit right now. going through a lot medically, mentally , emotionally and even in relationship. this would normally be time i would reach out to a lot of different people. but, i don't think i can. i have a few select people who i can, and will reach out to. i don't need to feel judged, or feel sympathized for. i don't know fully why i am being so cynical.
i just think i am not ready to share my story with the world, maybe one day i will have someone dictate a book for me. or maybe not. i am considering locking this blog, but that would defeat the purpose of openness.
i really have to say with everything that is going on, i am maintaing great realtionship-friendships with the two most important people in my life. they are there for me when i know nobody else would understand, and another great friend, whom, i have been able to open up to recently...she is amazing as well.
hat in the end, everything can be blamed on allergies.
peace and blessings,
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